I have been meaning to write about Mumbai for a while.But today I'm feeling so down and low for completely different reason. For now let's just call it a 'complete goof up' . And that does happen very often to me and certainly not in my second month of a new job but i just feel awful. I just want to fix things but i there is no time. It isn't entirely my fault but all of us who worked on the project thought it would come out Ok.I feel so utterly helpless and dismayed. I have not faced situation like this very often and perhaps thats why I find it difficult to deal with especially when i have no control over fixing it. We just have to deal with what we have,keep the chin up and move on
I cant wait for 2 weeks to pass when all this will be history and hopefully people will forget about it. Maybe I am being dramatic.But its an inexplicable feeling. I was just beginning to like everything and was actually considering myself lest i say,'lucky'.B* told me there's never a good time or bad time, its just time. Maybe i should listen to him more
I guess i tend to get too emotionally involved. I must decide to let things fail and allow them to never happen again. I need to be more balanced,more calm and not hyper ventilate.
I cant wait for 2 weeks to pass when all this will be history and hopefully people will forget about it. Maybe I am being dramatic.But its an inexplicable feeling. I was just beginning to like everything and was actually considering myself lest i say,'lucky'.B* told me there's never a good time or bad time, its just time. Maybe i should listen to him more
I guess i tend to get too emotionally involved. I must decide to let things fail and allow them to never happen again. I need to be more balanced,more calm and not hyper ventilate.
