We had our 6 week scan and now our next milestone scan is end of this week.Its slowly sinking in but but sometimes when Molu tells me about maternity pillows or amma points out a swelling on my leg which is apparently part of the process I get freaked out. Freaked out that i know absolutely nothing. I think Molu poured over books and articles and is the general expert on this. For me... its all rather overwhelming and scary. So far its been ok... I'm scared to say that out aloud fearing that the minute i acknowledge it it will all go downhill and scary.Amma being here is the absolute blessing of it all and she has pampered me like anything so much so i refuse it now saying.. no.. i should not get used to it.I haven't told anyone at work yet apart from my boss though a few people may have guessed it by now. My pants are not fitting me anywhere and most if the time in my room i don't fasten my pants and wear a jacket on top of me. I have dried fruits and some snacks next to me on my desk. I am more casual(in a good way) about projects and don't unnecessarily fret.
I'm happy, nervous, excited, scared all at the same time. Fingers crossed all will be good :)
I'm happy, nervous, excited, scared all at the same time. Fingers crossed all will be good :)
