My trigger is tonight and i will have my pick on the 4th March. This has been slightly better than before since i was not on too many injections like last time so much so that my stomach looked like someone had driven over it! I was on clomid for 10 days and had around 6-7 injections only compared to 25 maybe (i think) last time. I am feeling also a little less moody and errratic. I'm praying for the best to happen and after my u/s today (last for the cycle) everything is looking ok. I keep wondering when will my time come. It does not help that Facebook has everyone glorifying their lives, announcing the little one arrivals. The other day a colleague who is getting married soon was casually remarking' Oh.. i may just do ivf and get twins' . I just nodded casually thinking to myself. God! Nobody has a clue of what this entails. Nobody talks about it and even I have told really really few people. I wonder why. No one likes to admit they need help.
I think its something that couples do find it hard to get through. B* has been super supportive and is with me all the time. But i can see how this can drive people apart. I may get some time before the transfer and i was suggesting that we go somewhere on holiday so that i dont think about medicines,jabs,ultrasounds, blood tests etc. I am literally at the doctors everyday!!
I am optimistic and positive and know i have a great team of doctors and nurses around me and i am so thankful for them everyday.Fingers crossed.. everything will go off well :)
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