Sunday, July 5, 2015

The 2 week wait!

In any sort of fertility treatment the 2 week wait is the most dreaded. Not that physically it is super challenging. You get so used to the jabs, pokes that you are almost used to it dare i say!The first time around  I was googling every tiny bit of symtom i had. Even though at the back of my mind i knew progesterone was behind most of it, you go into overdrive and stalk all the forums building hope.. building your future and its even more awaful when it comes all crashing down when you geta  negative result

This time around i decided to take a few days off to detach myself and take a break from work. It was surprisingly a great week. I got back to reading... a chick flick called The Pricey Thakur Girls.. chick lit, read andre Agassi's pretty intriguing biography' Open' and Sadhguru(all about Jaggi Vasudev).
I also saw one of the most insightful movies Ive seen in a really long time.- Inside Out.a brilliant movie with a fabulous premise. I want to meet the creator Pete Doctor so badly now!Also had a fabulously fun evening with a person i met for the first time who is a fertility specialist so we could joke about our jabs and pokes over dinner loudly!

But i do admit I've been googling ..'no symtoms after ET'... So am a  little nervous this time around.
I dont know what the future is in front of me.. I am still cautiously optimistic 

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